Crazy.

Crazy. That’s how I’ve been feeling lately.

I have so many ideas, plans, and dreams running through my head that I can’t concentrate. It sounds so trivial when you think about it. In my mind I’m ‘not experiencing life’ because my most recent idea of experiencing life is going places and doing things. In reality, you experience life everyday, with everyone around you and despite what I think, or you may think, everyday is an experience.  Life is a gift, and like with any gift, we must choose to use it, play with it, or just throw it away by thinking about what you could be doing, rather than what you are doing. I guess John Lennon had it right when he said, “Life is what’s happening when you’re busy making plans” or something like that.

Another thing that is making me crazy is apartment searching and the fact I’m still searching in Philadelphia.  I’m so ready for a big move somewhere, or for a ‘real’ job.  The whole college experience was great, for the first four years, now that I’m going into my fifth year I feel like I’m putting my life on hold.

I’ve been spending the summer at home with my family and it’s been amazing. I love being able to wake up and see my family everyday, despite working 40 hours a week. The one thing I can say for sure is when I’m spending time with people I love, it’s never a waste of time, so really I’m not wasting too much time this summer.

This is what I’ve been listening to today:

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